I Fucking Believed You

I fucking believed you, but you changed your skin
You were a Tom Sawyer and you were a Finn
And you were a Joe, a knife in your hand
…but you were the Queen, and you were a Friend

I fucking believed you, but you stole my skin
You caught me and raped me from toe to the chin
And I don’t regret it, and I still remember
And that’s who I am: I keep it forever

I fucking believed you, I gave you my Heart
In your loving presence I was never smart
I was never acting, nor trying to win
And you were the You, and then changed your skin

2013